Great Weekend!

We had a great weekend, my monkey and I. We travelled up to KY to see family and friends and had a wonderful time. My sister has not seen G yet (and he's almost 9 mos. already!) so it was awesome for her to finally meet him and cuddle with him in person. She of course was instantly in love! And I have not seen her children in a year so it was a lot of fun to see them again. My how they are growing quickly! And it was fun to see Nana and Papa and spend some QT with them. The sad part of the trip was seeing our old house. My mom moved into a new house and is trying to sell the other one. I've lived in that house since I was born!! Well I guess from when i was born to when i graduated HS. So it was upsetting to realize I may never step foot in that house again, where I have SO many memories!!!
It's always so nice to go "home", and so very depressing to leave! I cry on and off for 2 days before I leave! And I've now realized that yes, it is even harder to leave now that I have monkey in tow. My family and BFF love him so much and want to be a part of our lives, more than just once a year. It's very difficult because as much as I would like to move back there, my H wants even more not to. It's a definite struggle and I aim to keep him happy, even though I often feel like he doesn't take any of my feelings into consideration. I just have to repeat to myself "maybe one day..". And unfortunately our return wasn't a joyous reunion. Instead, H had to act like an ass, which made me feel even more homesick. I simply asked him to park and come inside to help me with my bag and monkey as I had a ton of shit to carry and only 2 hands. A pretty simple request IMO. And one he should have been willing to help out with. Instead I got attitude about him having to find a parking spot, pay for it, and come inside. Sheesh. But don't you worry, I let him know I was unhappy with his jerkiness, and we kissed and made up. Sorta.